Just venting!

My mom was right, that I shouldn’t trust all my co-worker because they stab me from the back. Earlier at work I couldn’t stop my tears from falling because I am very upset to one of my co-worker. She asked me to help her to do something which I really don’t mind but this time I had to learn how to say no, since I had too much in my hand, and I feel like I’m killing myself. My co-worker got mad at me and that made me upset because she knows that I always helped her when she needed me. Sometimes I don’t even wait for her to ask me for help cause, I volunteer willingly.

My mother told me that this is one of the reasons why she has been bugging me to go back to school, so I can find a better job that also has benefits. Mom said that it will be hard for me to get a good job when I don’t have a degree. Although I’m lucky enough to be in my position right now, but some of the people will take advantages of me, since they knew that I need my job. Well, I really have to challenge myself to get higher educational background. Maybe the classes with a business degree online would be a good choice? Hmm!I really don’t know. It’s hard to decide when you have some doubt to yourself. I think doubting myself is the most important thing that I should gt over before deciding to anything.