Jun
05

Good Morning…not so!

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It’s early in the morning and I’m already upset. I woke up from an upsetting text messages from my mother and I couldn’t go back to bed. I am thinking maybe it’s really about time for me to get a place and be away from my mother. Don’t get me wrong it is so nice to be around and close to your mom but most of the time its so hard. I will be in my 30′s soon and she still like to control everything what I’m supposed to do. She won’t agree to all my opinions and if I don’t follow or agree of her opinions its going to be a big fight. I didn’t want to talk about it here in my blog but I feel like I really want to let it out cause I might going to explode!

Last time when I went to see my boyfriend she got so mad because she didn’t want me to go anywhere. She said someone predicted that it was the end of the world and it is not right for me to travel somewhere Lol! I told her its not true..the world could end now or later and we still don’t have any control of it. So I still go but I told both of my parents that I’m going to call them once I get to NJ. When I got to NJ I called 6 times but there’s still no Jenny answered the phone…I find out she was only sitting in her bed talking to my brother online, so I decided to just call Papa Kevin and let him know.

I was in the middle of my dinner date when my phone rang and it was mama. She was shouting and saying a lot of things that really upsets me, I explained to her that I really called but she didn’t answer so it was not my fault. I told her that I will call her back because I was in the middle of my dinner but she didn’t accept my explanation. I apologize and she rejected and told me not to go home anymore.

Sometimes it makes me think if I am really the one is wrong because I can’t really understand why my mother is acting so strange. She ask so many things from me. She is treating my like a 15 years old girl. I think she forgot that I was once married and made my own decisions. I don’t know what to do but she makes me so upset. Honestly most of the time I choose to stay here in my bed cause I don’t want to start a conversation with my mom cause I know it will only lead to an arguments and it will only going to hurt the both of us.

Last weekend I was happy that she speaks to me again, after the two weeks of not talking ( thanks to garage sale) But this morning she said some things. So I think if I have my own place it is going to be better. Although, I know I won’t be able to help my grandparents and brother anymore cause I will be having an obligation every month. That is the only reasons that prevented me of getting my own place because it’s really going to be so expensive. Hahay Life!

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Weeeeeh! Good morning ayvs! Nice na kaayo diri, na-completely moved na jud! :)

I hope your morning today is now better! :) Ma-envy baya ko sa imo kay naa ra ka duol sa imong mama. Kanang misunderstandings, natural ra jud na. Samot pa nga single ka, caring kaayo sya and protective pud. Pero if kaya na nimo maglain, nindot jud kay completely independent na man ka. Tutal you have a job na man that can sustain you. Pero ha, daku jud kaayo maintenance inig mag-lain ka. LOL.

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